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Free Write

I spent many years wanting to be beautiful and good 

Just for you

Now I lay alone and wish for anyone

And nobody

I never wanted to be desired by the masses

One person would have sufficed

You were the person that

I longed for but could never truly have

I wonder if there is anyone

That could love me

With the type of love I give

With the loyalty I have given

And crave

But have never had

How many more times

Can I give myself away?

I am broken pieces


Little bits

Too much and too many

To handle

Or accept