I wish you knew how much
I would like to speak with you.
I wish that I could say this
I wish you had not left me.
I wish none of it was true.
I hoped always for our future.
That you would find a way.
But you dragged me through your madness.
Yes you took me to out to play.
I want nothing more than to love you and
I would have seared this world.
Instead I burned on the cross.
I sat displayed for the crowd.
Just like you always say,
I wished I was a treasure, like the broken records you would play.
I wished that you were only mine and
that is the one piece that was never true.
I wished the mountains would rip apart
to bring me back to you.
I wished on wishes and the stars
and blowing blossoms in the wind.
I wished for God to prove me wrong
and for saving grace to win.
I hoped as lovers hope to make a life,
Find a path out of our sin.
If I could leave and never return
My wish would be to win.